nigirl

Sometimes the pain is too much, and I have to catch my breath to stop myself from reaching for the phone or writing these words via mail or letter... Your last mail via FB still haunts me most days, the harshness, the dismissal of a woman you claimed to love .... I can be a room , out walking, chatting to friends and you come into mind, I wonder where you are, have you actualy met another woman as you told me you would try to do... I imagine you and her, walking together, chatting, sharing a meal, a drink, visiting new places... My heart aches at the thought . Then ..... I remember how you treated me so cruelly, above all else we were friends,I remember how my support saw you through your bad times, your periods of loneliness , being abandoned by your family.... So the phone gets put down, the paper put away, I log off the internet... Perhaps one day, you will realise that respect for someone you claimed to love doesn't include hurting them at all costs...