corvid

Four weeks ago we separated. I see you've already made your way back to that dating site. Looking for a new life partner. Even though I'm looking for a casual fling to help myself get over you myself, the idea of you doing the same still makes me nauseous and I can't help it. When I found out yesterday, I felt like dying.

Ex, know that I do not miss you, for you do not deserve it. You deserve nothing from me but my contempt, which you shall fully have. You left me without warning and in the most cowardly way imaginable. I do not need someone as pathetic as you.

It's been a week since we last met or were in contact. I'm happy to tell you that I have nothing to say to you.

I dreamed of us last night, I hate to admit it even to myself, but I did. Of when we were still happy together. Needless to say I felt awful that morning. I don't feel too great right now, either. I know you said the evening after the breakup that "you already regret your decision, need a break but can't stand losing me" but the lack of contact from you in the recent weeks tells me otherwise. I know I need to move on. If only I had the means to do so here and now.