Trevorjames

I haven't really just spoken to you like friends in over a month in a half now, I'm sorry we haven't laughed and been normal. I still miss the person I remember you being. But you aren't that person, not really deep down inside. There is something inherently wrong with you, something I can't fix and that you will never realize is wrong. You pushed your first ex away because you are cold, distant, and selfish. You pushed me away just the same, I had invested so much to get you to open up and give back. And I guess it was just my ego and the fact that I'll never get back what I put in that made me hurt so much. You are a pretty girl who had been my perfect match on paper, and I liked to show you off and brag about what I liked about you, but deep down I was not happy being with you, I was missing the single most important things to me in a relationship, compassion and affection. You don't think of others, you only think of yourself. You weren't willing to work on anything while we dated, I was foolish to think you would when were broken up. You are self serving, which is good to an extent, but truly.. You have no empathy for others, you cannot give freely of yourself to a life partner. I feel bad for you, because this is a very deep problem for you and will always keep you from finding a quality partner. I have felt my pain and grown, I am staying focused on my goals and am ready for a caring person to enter my life. You have learned nothing and chose to go straight into another relationship. You devalued everything we shared, and chose a guy who will never compare to me. I am not in love with you anymore, in fact I truly pity you. You cannot stop to learn and grow, you believe you are perfect the way you are but you keep killing relationships for the same reasons. This new guy is needy, and emotionally unstable, I feel bad for both of you, it will not end well, he is an old friend and you will lose that when it is done, and risk him finally killing himself like he told you he wanted to before you chose him over me. Step carefully... You foolish girl.