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I told you goodbye. I had been doing it slowly for a while now. I thought it would make it easier bit by bit. But maybe ripping off a bandaid is best. I can't believe how I still think.. Oh, we'll be able to share again one day. I'll send you a Picture of my Christmas tree.. You'll send me yours too. That you'll care about my life or my sister having a baby or my garden... Blah blah You took a place in center stage when my life hurt more than I could handle. Losing a parent is a huge gap. You filled so much of the aloneness. I am eternally grateful for that. But it was not a "right" love between us. It was a "wrong" love masked and adorned with decorations of rightness. I will be replaced. You will be replaced. Even though we are both irreplaceable Whomever takes that space we need to open wide our eyes and ears and heart to. They should be deserving of our full love. Our complete attention. And we should be sure we are deserving of theirs. Mind your own side of the street. I am minding mine. I wonder how we could kill something that started so pure. Namaste Enter abundance and free from scarcity