The break up in July was hard, but I took it and did not contact you once.
After 4 months of no contact YOU decide to reel me in with sentimental words, intimacy and a promise of a new start just you and I. In two short days you change your mind. You said "I just thought I needed someone stronger."
The words that nearly broke me. Well, they didn't break me they made me even stronger. My resolve to Never Contact you, has never been stronger. I do have anxiety, but it has never, ever stopped me from doing anything, with you or without you.
So let me tell you how strong I am.
I am raising a 14 year old young man, all by myself and have been doing this his whole life. (I think I could stop there.) But...
I have already raised a wonderful 31 year old daughter with 2 children of her own and she holds 2 degrees.
I have 3 degrees of my own. I own two houses and manage everything about the rental property, by myself, for the last 17 years. I have an awesome job that I never work hard at, but I work smart and make great money.
I taught myself how to play the drums at 14 and have been in many bands for the last 38 years. I sing and have auditioned for America's Got Talent and The Voice (I did not make either, but I had the balls to do it!)
I'm not and have never been addicted to anything. I only drink to have fun and not drown out any part of my life.
I work out 6 days a week and at 53 I'm in the best shape of my life.
I'm not just strong I am the strongest.
Me