I've been a mess ever since you asked me "How's everything going? Are you happy?" Yeah, I told you things are going well, and you responded with "I'm happy again." Good. Truly, what I want is for you to be happy. That's why I don't interject in your life/decisions. It felt like a slap in the face when you told me you're happy again. You're happy because of another man, and I'm still grieving over losing you. I wonder if you think about me the way I think about you, and then I realize, how could you? You've got a happy new relationship. I don't know what to think. I'm ready to move on, but I'm finding it very difficult to do. I just want to be happy again.