Ugh what now??

[Japanfreak05]

Every now and then I get in these little dark moments. when i just feel like crap. Like now, everything seems to just be going down hill. I don't have anything to look forward to. I have a job, but they don't really need me so I work about 2 days a week, this week i don't work at all. I don't like working there at all either. I live at home with my parents, my mom I don't get along with at all. She treats me like begs me for money, drinks, just a very negitive person. It's hard for me to live in the house every day with her, i just want to get out. I don't have a car, so I really can't go anywhere. I'm not sure if i'll even be able to go back to school next sememster.

 

It's like everything is just going so bad. I know i'm just looking at the negitives. The only positives I see is, having my boyfriend that is always there for me. But lately I'm always coming to him with some sort of problem, like i never have a good day. I know he's going to get tired of that soon too....but how am i suppose to be happy when i have nothing to be happy about. I've done alot of "faking" but really on the inside i feel like crap.

[theproman23]

DOn't worry, like u said this is temporary. Try and stay positive. You're only 19 so u have a lot to look forward to. Just do things that make you happy. Sounds like ur bf is a great guy I am sure he will be there for you. Don't worry about going to him with problems, he probably understands. Goodluck!

[Japanfreak05]

Thanks....that makes me feel alot better