first time asking for help...

[noelle8]

I also forgot to mention that last night I when she came, I was wearing nothing but a pair of shorts. When she left me, I had love handles and a gut, but six weeks of running my @ss off, being to depressed to eat and doing hammer curls while studying have left me looking...well, pretty damn good naked. I noticed that even while she was telling me there's no hope "for now", not to wait for her "for now", her eyes were drawn to my waist and chest a few times.

 

 

I told you running would empower you and change your life

Make it a priority and it will take you places you've always wanted to be.

It will help kick the depression too, you'll see.

 

My husband just walked in, and I'm now going to run an extra mile (b/c he disgusts me so lately

I HATE HIM THESE DAYS.

I feel better getting that out!

thanks

noelle

[daregveda]

I actually haven't been "running" in the same sense you are. It's a 40 minute walk to school and waiting tables for 6-12 hours a day. I used to sit around on my @ss all day long, now sitting in class is more than enough for me. There's no class on fridays, so I just got home from working 11am till about 45 minutes ago. Sure, I'm a little tired, but I made $100+ tonight and stayed busy enough to keep her out of my head.