My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 3 years, give or take a few months when we've broken up a few times. I have always found it hard to trust him, especially because he's put himself in some compromising situations but not actually cheated (that I know of). For a while he would just reassure me nothing is going on, but Ive driven him so crazy that he gets REALLY mad if I'm feeling anxious about him doing something. I feel that I am going to drive him to cheat, which is what happened with his ex. I'm not sure what she did though, I just know we both drive him crazy. But now more than ever, I have been feeling anxious about him, and I can't get it out of my head and I can't trust him no matter what I try to do. When I try to talk to him he gets mad. Is this a genuine hurt reaction or is he covering up? How do I stop? I feel depressed and I have anxiety attacks. I love him so much but he does so many things that make me mad that are stupid and I shouldn't care about. I just feel like even the stupidest little things are shady. We fight almost every day! How do I just chill before I drive him away?
