I was just broken up with and it has been a month. I still think about him constantly. It is really affecting my life and education. I want so much to knock on his door and tell him how much I love him and contradictory to what he says, I feel that we are right for each other. We have tried being friends with each other but it is so hard when he doesn't give me the attention he used to give me. I used to be priority....number 1. He has started fights with me because I went out with a neighbor, who is concerned for me, to play pool and get him off my mind. I was accused of going on a "date" and that he wasn't jealous. He said he doubted the genuiness of my heartache. He told me that we aren't right for each other. We have been in a few big fights since the break up. The other day I told him I can't continue talking to him and he laughed it off. Told me it didn't affect him if I called or not. I really want him and than I don't. I have tried to see why he is so significant to me.Why should I want him around when he has been cruel and manipulative? Can someone help? I feel like I am losing it.
