yo ed m39 and been on drugs since im 13 Iworked my way up from drinking andd smokin rite up to shooting herion tonight Ijust came from a viewing for my 27 yr. old cousin whitch diedd from the same. some time during my addiction a brain cell started to work and I detoxed myself and got in a12 step program and beenin it for 9 mths Isuggest find a narcotics anonymous meeting and go good luck and god be with you