I don't understand all the feelings I'm having. I'm no longer happy for anything, I just got a brand new car, and all this good stuff is happening in my life, so what do I not want to live anymore. I feel I have met my true love, but he hates me now and I know we will never get back together. All I can think about is going down to the river and drowning myself, I see no point in living anymore, no one wants me here. I don't know what to do, pleae help, I just want to be happy, enjoy life. But i don't know/understand how to.
