Moontiger

God Looked Underwhelmed, Even Disdainful.

TASTY

Please Irene, zap Zachary ASAP.

ZONED

Ready Player One

I don't know who told you it was ok to lead someone on; it's not.

It's almost like your a robot. You just don't get emotions. I bet your still confused about why I stopped talking to you.

The pathetic thing is I miss you...

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

Almost finished reading "Zealot" by Reza Aslan. For the life of me I cannot figure out what the controversy is about. Its a decent read, has some interesting information, and is clearly not about religion. Over all I would give it a 3.5/5.

Is anyone else here reading it?

Well, just got your text. I'm not going to respond. I am very tempted to text you back asking if you need a kidney. Why else would you contact me after that lovely three page letter you sent?

What is really sad is you are trying really hard to take my safe space away from me.

Dude, if your still reading this stop. I got your "note" it went straight into my paper shredder. You have zero right to invade my privacy like this and all is does is confirm I did the right thing.

I know I promised to stop writing about you. But I just have to make this one final post.

You are a great person. One day you will find an awesome woman who understands your taste in music and your sense of humor. Trust me when I say a guy like you wont be single for long. I hope that job works out for you and you can be happy with it.

Please take care of yourself. And thank you for making this as easy as it could be for both of us.

Hey, would anyone like to start a new poem? I think the one we have is freaking awesome and I want to see what else we can come up with! I'll even throw out an opening line:

Under the purple lemon tree we talk and laugh of many things

On milk flowers and splendor, a round sky fire burns

While Sweet Baby Jesus rocks his ghost-manger in the sky

I am all sad and wondering why

It's such a beautiful day but only want to cry

The Christ child rocks n rolls, Apollo's light will never return

Before the cows come home and this day adjourns

Oh sweet Efron let me be the Lucky One, pollinate my sticky saffron under the blazing sun

So we may unite and live forever more, without pain and sadness that we had before

Let our love not be dead in a tomb like Mr and Mrs Montague, never let our be done

and when the light turns black and deep, may embers crackle lest we sleep

Surrendering a left eye, then a right, to the marauders of dreams

For nowhere in your roiling slumber can the endless horseman find his home

Full of pain wand impossible sadness , here I shall forever rest, no more to roam alone

It is now sad sweet Efron that roams alone, to seek again the horseman's love

And as the horseman swiftly rides, he espies a solitary dove

Held in a hawks jaw, no sign of life it gives

Until the mighty clawed creature, dreading its own vice, yawps from knotty beak

And the lifeless blood doth leak

So justice is found where the proud eagles reign.

A clouded dream on an earthly night

Hangs upon a crescent moon

Where summer solstice meets Luna waning

Artemis aims her bow, the deer and sheep running

In milk flowers and splendor, a round sky fire burns

While Sweet Baby Jesus rocks his ghost-manger in the sky

I am all sad and wondering why

It's such a beautiful day but only want to cry

The Christ child rocks n rolls, Apollo's light will never return

Before the cows come home and this day adjourns

Oh sweet Efron let me be the Lucky One, pollinate my sticky saffron under the blazing sun

So we may unite and live forever more, without pain and sadness that we had before

Let our love not be dead in a tomb like Mr and Mrs Montague, never let our be done

and when the light turns black and deep, may embers crackle lest we sleep

Surrendering a left eye, then a right, to the marauders of dreams

For nowhere in your roiling slumber can the endless horseman find his home

Full of pain and impossible sadness , here I shall forever rest, no more to roam alone

It is now sad sweet Efron that roams alone, to seek again the horseman's love

And as the horseman swiftly rides, he espies a solitary dove

Held in a hawks jaw.

EDIT: Curious, anyone have a clue WTH this poem is about??

In milk flowers and splendor, a round sky fire burns,

While Sweet Baby Jesus rocks his ghost-manger in the sky

I am all sad and wondering why

It's such a beautiful day but only want to cry

The Christ child rocks n' rolls, Apollo's light will never return

Before the cows come home and this day adjourns

Oh sweet Efron let me be The Lucky One, pollinate my sticky saffron under the blazing sun

So we may unite and live forever more, without the pain and sadness that we had before.

Let are love not be dead in a tomb like Mr. and Mrs. Montague, never let our love be done

In milk flowers and splendor, a round sky fire burns,

While Sweet Baby Jesus rocks his ghost-manger in the sky

I am all sad and wondering why

It's such a beautiful day but only want to cry

The Christ child rocks n' rolls, Apollo's light will never return

I feel good, I'm at peace, its been a year and a half since you ended things, its been a year since you sent me a two page letter begging for me back, its been 8 months since the last text message and its been a month since you contact me friends on FB trying to get information on me.

You are a selfish person. You think you can come in and out of someones life at will. What is sad is you can't see it because you are so wrapped up in your own head. It feels so good to now that I have seen the real you. Honestly, we should have broken up a year before we did.

And, that is the one things I want to thank you for. After going through all of that with you I can be more honest with myself in relationship. I do hope you find peace the way I have.

Even after more than a year I still think about you sometimes. I still remember the pain of that weekend when you broke up with me. I still remember you saying you wanted an open relationship and I yelled "I am not a casual girlfriend!"

I don't miss you. I know you have been trying to contact me. Please stop. I have moved twice since we last spoke and you will not find me because I do not want you to find me.

I just realized that what would have been out 4 year was three weeks ago. I past with out me noticing. I'm healing and getting my life together. For some reason that make me want to contact you. I think its because on some level I still with we could have remained friends. You knew me better than anyone and so much has happened since we broke up. I never want to date you again. You never took responsibility for what you did. It was always someone else fault. I think I still need some closure but its not going to come from you. I need to figure it out on my own.

Why the hell did you send me a text message? It was nothing important. Are you trying to make me feel better? Well, you are failing! BTW I heard that your car died. I guess your karma is catching up with you.

Its been the first day that I have not cried over you. I want to tell you that while I am still not over what happened, I am over you. Im still hurt and sad and lonely but I am done with you. Today I sold all the jewlery you ever gave me and I have donated evething that I could and throw out the rest of it.

You have been erased from my life. I know that while you may not regrete losing me now you will, maybe not this week or even this month. But in a few years you will look back and ask yourself why you throw me away.

How could you not even try and fight for our relationship? Why didnt you just talk to me?How after three years can you just throw it all away? How can you tell me that you still love? You dont leave someone that you love!

You seem to think that one day you can come back and I'll be waiting with open arms. You really dont understand the damage that you have done and I dont think that you ever will.

I wish I could hate you because then it would be so much eaiser to move on.