thank you all for the swift replies and suggestions... yes, i have tried to break down different parts of what is happening, but everything is happening all at once.. Work is tremedously busy, I am chef, manager and all and we are sooo busy right now, add in the fact that the owners are pushing me into taking over the operation.. ( I have been there 12 years, they have owned for 2), the divorce which i wanted, but she is trying to take everything, and feeling like I finally found my soulmate and we also want to marry next year, while she is having probs in her life with her children. I am absolutely overwhelmed. Came home Sat. night after feeding 500 people between Fri nad Sat night,,,, was shaking... am right now too.... could only sit in tub and just stare..... am a usually very strong and confident person... hard for me to cope with myself and others when I can't even deal right now with anymore... I feel like I'm about ready to snap.
