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Well I am glad I know now, then finding out a different way later. Like when we go out to do something, and he happens to show up. The worst thing is, I know the guy, and I don't like him!!! A good thing is a very large weight is now off my scholders. I don't have to try and "win" her over, and I don't need to worry about Ali telling what happened, since Niki (the girl I like) already has a b/f, and I most likly wont care much.

I know. I am that way, it seems. I just talked with her, and damn do I feel like an idiot. I had not clue she had a b/f. I should have known, she is very good looking, and seems to open up with people she knows. Did I already say, I feel like an idiot?

The thing is that I know she has like no free time and the such. She lifeguards and couchs a swim team, tuters and is on call to this other place. I am also not one to take command, unless I really know them, like pretty good friends and the such. I did email her this morning about a few things, but I don't think she logs on that much. And when i do see her log on, its usually one of her younger sisters. I also know a friend of hers, and I was trying to get in contact with her, for about two hours. I called back around 8:20pm, her dad icked up, and this is how the call went. ME: Hello. "Is Ali home?" HER DAD: "Who is this?" *Red flag for me* ME: "Russell." HER DAD: "I don't think she's home. Bye." *click* And I know she was home, becsaue I had called back about 30 minutes before and her mom said she was in the shower, and I said I would call back and her mom said okay. So I have no idae what the hell is going on there. But the problem is that Niki (the orgianel girl) and Ali are like best friends. So if Ali told her dad to just hang up on me, then she may tell Niki about it, and I would be totaly scwed. I had been trying to get a hold of Ali becasue she had to pick up her brother from work the day before when we had been talking, and we had been in the middle of something. Ali and I will both me going to Chico in the fall, and it dosn't look good, even to just be friends with her. But like I said, she might of told Niki, already now less, and that could screw me over with Niki. What should I do? I do have Ali's email, but I don't think she checks her Chico account yet.

Okay, I met this girl, ow about a year or so ago. We had two classes together in school, during the 1st semester. We talked here and there, about class and a few other things. During the 2nd semester we had only one class together. We talked a little more, about random things. At the end of the year we signed each others yearbooks, and got email and stuff. We traded a few emails and I found her phone and called after she got back from Hawaii. When I called she seemed really tierd, but that might have just been jet lag, or boardom and not wanting to talk to me. Who knows. We talked for about 20 minutes, and then she had to go do somethin for her parents. Okay, getting wordy now. The thing is, I don't know what she thinks of me. Some freak that she talks to now and again, or what. She has a busy schedrel. I asked if she would like to do something, when she has time, and she said she would like that, but I don't know if she was just being nice. She always seemed shy around me, and I know shy. I have been shy for years. What is going on? I like her, she seems nice and all that good stuff. What should I do? What should I look for?