lovestruck01

ok, so its been done unfortunately there was much tears, which were inevitable, along with her friends now hating me...which were some of my close friends. She wants to come over tonight just to talk to me about it. I said yes thats fine, but im hoping i havent trapped myself in an area of disaster. Is it normal for me to feel a little like i may have done the wrong thing, im really confused now, i feel like a complete joke saying this, but i sort of still feel for her, but that was alwsays the case, i haven't stopped liking her, its never been about that but i just dont want to be in a relationship, its a gut feeling, or i think anyways. Im worried its just cause i feel bad, were friends i know that, but she can turn from angel to * * * * * in a matter of minutes. I really hope i haven't made a mistake in letting her come over tonight.

oh my god, why is this so difficult!!! im so scared, nervous, paranoid all at once. I think she can tell somethings up and id really rather just get it done and over with, im certain that i no longer want a relationship, i know that my decision is final, how long i leave it will just make things feel like more of a burden. As u might tell though im rather scared of doing it to her face though, as weve had little mini fights before ive seen her reations, let me say theyre not good. im so so worrrrrrrried!!!!!!

One thing though, im so scared she's gonna start balling her eyes out, i cant stand girls crying it just makes me feel like * * * *! I really think i need to speak to her face to face, but as soon as i say that she'll know somethings up, and ill get 20 million questions over the phone!!

Hey, im 17 years old, still in high school, and am currently 'going out' with a girl from my year. Ive recently bin getting these feelings that i just don't want to be in a relationship...i don't know what it is! this girl is all I've ever dreamed of, shes pretty, smart, funny...everything i would want. But still the feeling persists. I really don't know what to do, and silly old me, being a boy, we've had sex before...which makes it even harder. I don't know whether to break up with her, otherwise i could lead a relationship for a while which would just be made on a lie. then again i don't know what to say? how the hell do i break it to her? she clearly adores me to bits. I mean we tell each other we love each other, but i've told her i only mean it in a best-friend and girl-friend, i mean im 17 come on im not in love yet. im really worried she is more in 'love' with me than i am her, and shes one of the greatest girls i've ever met in my life. thats why i dont understand why i wouldnt want to be with her. i really dont want to hurt her either, but i think it may be a bit late for it. Please, any help would be greatly appreciatied eth