Hi, I'm new. I was actually doing a Yahoo! Search on "finding one's soulmate," and I was introduced to this site through the search.
I think if I were to catergorize myself, I am TOO shy. I'm not saying that for attention or as a cop-out. I really am too shy. I'm 33 and I find it difficult to open up to the opposite sex, so difficult that it makes me worse off from the beginning. It eats at me that I can't open up, and I don't know what to do. I want to find Ms. Right, but I just don't know anymore. It's eating me alive. I know that someone will reply and say, you can't look for her. I've done this, and I really don't date to begin with. I'm that shy. And, I'm well aware of my sexual orientation. There is no doubt about that. I'm not confused with this at all.
This isn't one of those pity party things. I really feel helpless and as I said, I'm 33 and still haven't found Ms. Right.