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i have of course but the problem is that when there are a group of people, all of whom are good friends, when they speak together they speak as if they havent spoken in years, ie... very fast it's nearly impossible unless i spend a lot of time speaking with them, which is not possible because i dont live here... only visiting

my boyfriend of a few years is from another country, now we are in that country with all of his friends, and i dont speak the language he is annoyed with me because i am listless and irritable and not saying much around his friends while they laugh and joke in their language, and now i am like ostracised by him or something his friends are all good people but now he doesnt want to be around me... and of course they are his friends not mine... i dont know what to do it's cruel but maybe there's something i'm not doing right