Hi I was wondering is it too late to make a report on a abuse that took place 17 years ago by my nanny from the time when I was 8 till I turned 11 (that was when she die). I'm not going much into details but ever since that day I got more quieter and couldn't function well.
I haven't told anyone about the long ago incident not even my current g/f. The only problem is whenever I'm in bed with her, I still have those recurrent dreams and is then that I often wake up screaming. In those dreams I'm reliving the moment where as she hits me and pins me down, with one hand she grabs my private part and with the others puts it inside her while I start screaming and trying to get her off me. On one occasion while I was asleep I confuse my g/f for my nanny. My g/f had to wake me up, only then it was when I found my hands on her throat. She keeps on asking who is that woman I keep calling out in my dreams and it comes to a put she wants to sleep on the sofa while I sleep in the bed.
