Hi guys,
I'll try not to bore you with the whole problem im having, but some help would be immense if possible.
I got with my girlfriend after being best friends for a fair amount of time. We just got on amazingly, and I've always wanted to make more than a friendship out of us. She has too, but she had never been with anyone before and was nervous. She wanted to gain my trust before deciding to give us a shot together.
We got together and things were great, until I started to pick at things, and generally used to shout at every opportunity. I was really nasty, for a reason I don't know.
We ended up finishing, and I took it badly, eventually after much convincing, we got back together. I started shouting and being nasty again. Obviously, after finishing again, ive accepted how much ive messed up but I cant understand what is making my be like this with someone I care about more than anyone else. I don't do it to other people so no-one can believe that im doing it to her. I know shed give me another chance if I changed and sorted myself out.
We want to be together but I need to find out the reason or possible reasons as to why im acting like this. I cant think why I'd be like this towards her, when I love her more than I can explain. I'm the keen one in the relationship, but I still manage to push her away at times. We're fine when we are practically together but not officially. We get on so well. When we make it an official thing, I change. I really need some advice as to why I might be doing this. Anyone had any similar problems or think they might know of some reasons.
Many thanks. x
