I was talking on MSN with her today, we were cool, nothing wrong, she had a tournament with horse jumping, i know how to ride too, i own a farm and i thought she might like me more if she knew i had 7 horses and we could go riding but i did not metion this... anywayz she said i should go and watch her horse jump and i said i was looking forward to it. I was planning on watching but maybe i could do something more, i mean i'm really shy but it might be the day to confront my shyness and forfill my destiny, after all i love her with all my heart. By the way i'm in Grade 8, i have kissed girls alot and made out, i know how, but she has gone way futher, i mean she has givin blowjobs and handjobs and shes even been fingered.