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Aww Enit hugzzz firstly, and you made me chuckle, had to let you know, the remote control thing its cool, gotta try that myself lol Yes I snap at Mikey, (my son) alot... then feel bad later about it too

TJones: I do dance sometimes, I'm gonna try doing that again.... you are right about that, sorta takes you outta your head doesn't it? Good idea..... but for tonite I turned down going out at all, just not up to snuff.....

Yep Enitsirk, your right, no one said it would be easy, but here we are, and we WILL be just fine, you ok today?

Hi TJones, good to hear that, yep its sure nice to know that they still care, but not so much that they are moving in accross the road however lol, yeah the hardest thing for me still is the weekends, used to be constantly doing something with him.

I turn down friends wanting to go out mostly, I hate the thought of another bar night, I have to force myself to do that lately ......

Yes that sounds nice.... I haven't been away from home much lately, just hanging around, feeling kinda down again.... up for awhile, but down eventually, thats the way it seems to go lately.... yep a haircut is definitely in order I think I like the idea of washing that man right outta my hair lol

Hey Parsley, I know how you feel, been trying to keep myself busy as well, but still, every now and then, I get the big apple in my throat, its the worst feeling... missing him..... don't want to, but I do anyways.....

Maybe I should try a haircut too!

Aww thats nice.... and your welcome, I'll be here for you....

Nite fleur take care please

Have fun luv!!!!

Fleur, first of all lotsa HUGZ for you, you poor thing, you are smart though, and yes there is a pattern in these men's behaviour, for sure, I can see that. If they loved us enough, we wouldn't be here, right? They DON'T know what they want, so they keep us on a string, its sooo true.... don't let him hurt you anymore.... hell I'm one to talk, I'm still hurting very much still too

Yep Jack the rat, and **** the RAT lol

CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!

Luv:

You are a strong woman, good for you, proud of you!!!!

And as for the making him mad thing, you know Jack did the same!!!! He'd convince me I was wrong till finally I realized it wasn't me it was him...... very manipulative indeed...

Luv, I hear ya, I know but like I said before, I don't think they EVEN KNOW what they want lol ...

Yeah, they wanna keep you on the line, but don't wanna close the door to being able to doing whatever they feel like doing... and that could be ALOT of things.... so its better to stay away for now and assess things, no doubt about it.....

Yeah understandably your confused, that its totally screwed, so what he wanted was friend with benefits deal right? Thats sucks and I'd never agree to that, nope, you should make sure you tell him to drift, unless he wants something more, that just isn't right or fair to you either.

I understand confusion, bc my thing with Jack has been nothing but confusion, they call some girls drama queen's... well I think he is a male version of this himself...... he wants me to chase him... and I won't do that...... no more..... but I still love him, my heart hasn't caught up to my head yet thats for sure......

Maybe your gonna have to answer and tell him that.......?

Well sounds like the friend knows whats going on, probably being grilled by your ex right now.....

Same here, I can't even get interested in other guys, and there are lot of em out there.......

Luvmykids, I think that means that you are ready to deal with whatever happens, and you know probably, like I do, that MAYBE he isn't the answer ....

Oh fleur that sucks, being treated like a mop cannot be nice I guess???? You seem like such a nice person, well I think nice girls get treated the worst, thats for sure.

And no his behaviour was NOT acceptable at all.......

Oh boy does that sound familiar!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh My fleur, thats almost funny, forgive yourself..... I'd do the same

Yeah I already know hes single, he has got too much baggage for most ppl to wanna get involved with him, I was his first relationship after 3 yrs. Yeah Its gotta hurt him seeing her now fleur

There is never much interesting mail there though, he gets offers for auditions and stuff, no women at all.... hmmmm.....

](*,) Thats true fleur, how I came to know my ex's is bc a mutual friend of Jack's (ex) and mine, helped him set up an email account, and guess what.... Jacks so-called friend likes me more (he even came onto me)yecky..... but he GAVE it to me, I didn't ask him for it.... but sometimes I check it out.... I know I shouldn't either.... but can't help myself.

fleur, I'm guilty of the same thing, I have my ex's email and password and he doesn't know it lol