sexycoastmedic

You guys have really lifted my spirits once more, Im glad I decided to find this website again..... I think this time I need more for future encouragement and that is deffinately what Im getting .... I hope that I can do or say something that helps out someone else through my experience..... you people on here are the best healing helpers........ thanks bunches.......

Yeah basically i've had to do the NC thing again ... except unlike the last time when we decided to be friends.... that won't happen this time... ill just clear him out of my life.... If I could give the memories back just to keep my life on track I would, but Im dealing, Im okay.... thanks for the encouragement though....

Well about 2 years ago I was broken hearted and found this site on the web. It helped me out tremendously, teaching me the importance of the N-Contact, moving on, and the other essential tools one needs to successfully get over a breakup. This helped me so much that I decided to give you guys an update of how Im doing and maybe ask for a little further advice...... Well about a year after the relationship I was finally over it ..... I started getting excited about my life again, and looking forward to my dreams. Basically what I did is what I like to call "fell back in love with myself, again" because for the longest I had lost myself in that relationship. Well here it is 2 years later and Im successful enjoying life been in and out of another relationship since but nothing as serious. My problem is this here within the last 2 weeks I've been reminiscing? I've been thinking about my ex alot lately wondering where we would be had it not ended. I've talked to him and even visited him as friends. Why am I, 2 years later still having feelings for him.... Granted they are not devestating feelings like I used to have that caused me not to function or ruined my week completely. All in all they are still feelings ..... I chalk it up to it being the time of year that we had broken up and maybe I'm subconsciously going through that pain on a smaller scale again......I would like to know what you guys think, and for the veterans of break ups will I ever completely be free of him? Thanks for the support ~D~