Broke up with my boyfriend in november because it didnt seem to be working.Hes going for ordination as a deacon and very much involved in the church.we were also two and a half hours away on the train from each other.At first it was no problem but as time went on he became more and more busy and had increasingly less time for me.We were together 9 months and didnt see each other in that whole time,the only time wed met had been just before we had got together.It became preaty clear that it wasnt working and he felt terrible that he couldnt make it work and felt i needed to be with someone who could devote more time to me.So we broke up.But i miss him,i find my self still looking at his blog,ive tried to get on with life and tried to meet others but they dont live up to him and i have to admit im kinda miserable without him.He was the guy i thought id spend my life with,we both wanted to spend the rest of our lives together,im still kinda devastated it didnt work out.I dont know what to do.
