I had been going out with my g/f for about two years. One night one of my roommates decided to get drunk and offered my some vodka. I ended up drinking 15 shot and 5 beers within a two hour period. I then proceed to go down to my girlfriend's room in the dorm to say hello. When I knocked on the door and didn't get a response knowing she was in the room, I became outraged. She finally let me in and I proceeded to throw and break objects in her room (phone, remote...). Consequently I was expelled from living on campus ever again, I have to go to alcohol counseling, and the worst part, I lost my great girlfriend and her trust. It is almost 2 months later and this isn't getting any better. We have gone out a couple times, movies and dinner, kissed and held hand...it was wired, but nice to be back with her for a short time. I have been really depressed and upset about the whole thing and I just want to get her back. I have started my alcohol counceling and it has helped me a lot. Another thing is that her parents really don't want us going back out because they think I may hurt her if I continue drinking. What is the best thing to do…I want her back, and have decided not to drink anymore so another incident like this wont happen again. Any advise would be greatly appreciated…thanks a lot.
