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I told people on the toronto IRC chat line about this. And someone told me that I DESERVE IT. I dont think anyone deserves that. Show me the [profanity removed by Moderator] evidence. I was also told that this guy TCWEASLE who is in the TORONTO IRC channel on UNDERNET works for a task force to rid people like me. He told me Im gonna get into DOG FECES art by 2007. I ask many times and they ignore me. Why dont you go to the channel and ask them? IRC TORONTO on UNDERNET. I've been told Im going to be the laughing stock of the channel for years to come. Can someone get me some answers? If anyone out there can get this message, do the work for me cause I can't get anywhere. I called the police, they said I dont have any proof and to write a letter. I think he means that he's going to get under cover agents to try and lead me to say stuff they can use against me in court. Just like my sister's boyfriend, when he tried to convince me to run people off the road with my car. Stuff like that. You go and ask cause I am not getting anywhere. I dont really want to get a lawyer and go to court cause I think court wastes your time and it just doesnt get anywhere. If you look at Judge Judy, look at the ridiculous cases she has. Can anyone help me? I don't know what to do.

Yes, I asked my sister's boyfriend why and he said it was a joke. But that does'nt mattter, he still DID IT.

Ive been watched for years and that doesn't bother me. I dont care if they watch me. They can kiss my ass. I'm talking about what they do to people by what they did to me. It may be legal but it's not morally right. These people act like thugs. If they have that attitude, I wonder if our justice system has people like that. I mean, really. Could a judge act in the same way? or a prosecutor? Sure, I think so. If the police and paramedics and fire department can do it and they are in different divisions, then it makes you wonder.

Well I have not committed serious any crimes. And if they think I have committed a crime, I'd like them to show me the evidence and take me to court. Because so far it looks like they've managed to build up a case against me. I'll leave that for my lawyer Do I have anything to hide? Sure! Everyone does. If there is one person on this planet who does not have anything to hide, I'd like to meet him! Im asking you, do you think that they have a right to follow the law and at the same time make it look like they're not doing anything when infact they know they are harassing me! Did you read my posts?

I talked about the fire department and paramedics in one of my earlier replies. Let me know if you didn't see it. It's funny, I had a major rear end collision. And it was by a paramedic. There was nobody on the road and it was when we were turning. She hit us on mostly on the right rear side. Do you think there is a chance, after all the crooked stuff they did to me, that they would want to kill me? I saw her coming from behind, it looked like she was accelerating and the way she hit me, no matter what anyone tells me, it does'nt really feel like she tried to avoid my car. My girlfriend and I got injured. I can't prove it even if they wanted to kill me.

I don't know if you read my post, but if the police, fire, and paramedics can do crooked stuff like that in a way that I can't prove but in a way that I know they are bothering me. They would be the last people I would go to. What should I ask them? Oh, can you stop harassing me? I already called them and she said I have no proof so there's not really anything I can do. Can you see where they are coming from? Do you really think if they do that kind of stuff to me that they're gonna do anything? I mean, if someone is raping you, would you say, 'please, you're raping me, can you stop?' If someone beats you up, are you going to ask them to stop after they've punched you over and over again? Does it make sense?

My worst fear? Well it's not really about fear. It feels more like a form of abuse. If you were talking to your kid in private and someone did that to your kid, would you feel upset? Wouldn't you feel violated? What if you tried to ignore them and they kept doing it over and over again? I guess you could say my worst fear is that they've done this to other people! And probably made them break down. Their goal? I cant prove what they said but just because I don't have proof does'nt mean Im not going to say it didnt happen! If someone assaults you, and you cant prove it, are you going to not complain about it? If a woman gets raped and cant prove who did it, should she not say anything? I don't know what their goal is but Ive had many break downs. Sometimes I cant sleep and I get bad nightmares. I wake up and it takes me about an hour to cool down. I never really thought about suicide until this happened to me. Now that I realize it, I feel that I don't deserve it. How should I know what their goal is? What do YOU think their goal is? The other stuff they did, I will share with you. I was at Chapters bookstore. I am looking at books. This paramedic and clerk start talking about books on running. He told her, 'well we dont have any books on running' I walked away and the other paramedic was following me around the store. I think they were trying to phreak me out. I was at the YMCA in mississauga and they did that to me. I think it's a guy who works for the police. I was in a corner, they blocked me off. His back to me. I started talking about RUNNING. Again I can't prove the conversation but don't you think it's funny if that guy works for the police? I cant identify him. That he would block me, not that it bothers me but just to show where he's coming from. The other guy he was talking to was giving me this look and I could see he was trying to get to me. Another time at the YMCA in brampton. This guy who works for the fire department did the thing ricardo does. I talked to my dad and told him 'It's not christian'. I go to the YMCA that day and he talks to another guy who probably works for the city of brampon and say 'hey, it's not christian' Many coincidences with government workers, that for sure. I've seen this fireman talking to the bald guy who said 'we're getting a DVD' so something is up. It disgusting that they all work like that. What do you think their goal is? To make me happy? To celebrate? It also happened recently. I was at home, I asked my mom to give me some space. Sometimes we fight and get on each other's nerves. I go to the YMCA, this guy tells me, 'Can I have some space?' I am wondering if he works for the government or something as well. I am reluctant to talk about this because it's easy for people to tear it apart and discredit it and twist it. From what I see, even if they are in the wrong, they can come up with so much BS that you look like the bad guy. I'd like to know, what kind of government staff thinks its ok to do this? I will try and post other stuff that I remember. There's not much I can do. Maybe someone else will see what it is and not let it happen to them. That's all I can hope for.

Hi, I really never thought I'd come here but I don't know who else to turn to. It's very hard for me to write this. I feel like my story will be discredited before I even start. I've had many nights or nightmares and often can't sleep well worrying about it. I wonder when it will stop or if it will continue. I'll try and explain what happened. I workout at the YMCA and this guy came up to me and started talking to me, trying to get to know me. He called himself 'Ricardo.' One day, when we were alone. He told me things that led me to believe that I was on surveillence. It was very disturbing, the way he did it was tricky. I can't prove it but I am sure he knows what he is doing and that I get the message. That day I had a conversation with my dad in our house and he ended up repeating what my dad and I had talking about! Then he told me what was said when I talked at a martial arts club. I tried to ignore it but what else can you do? I saw him 2 months later, he told me my acitivities using the same approach. I was doing yoga at that time. So he would say 'I am doing yoga.' Again I can't prove this but why would someone he admits working for the attorney general tell me those things? I started to wonder and get suspicious about what is going on. I went to another location of the YMCA and he was there. He followed me to the change room and told me 'it looks like you did a lot of RUNNING.' Then he asked me which university I wanted to go to and named the one that I was interested in, 'are you gong to U of T?' I met him on 3 different occasions and its funny that he manages to tell me what I talk about in private conversations, what I am into, or where I want to go. Another time I was in the change room with him and he was with another guy and they did it again! This time the both of them laughed. He quoted conversations in with my dad while we were alone. I bought a DVD and this other guy say 'well we're getting a DVD.' He never introduced himself to me but I wondered if he worked for the attorney general because Ricardo tried to introduce me to him at one point. Later I saw him where police gear in plain cloths buying a pizza after coming out of a unmarked vehicle with red lights in the front. Again I can't prove what was said, they know and they still do it. I managed to go out to dinner with my parents, the whole family. We went to a restaurant and while we were eating my sister's boyfriend started acting strange. I felt like he was trying to convince me to admit it is ok to hurt people and run over them with a car. He did this before as well. He said 'Ha ha run over that guy walking over there.' He was very persistent. That's not the first time he did something like that. When I was interested in applying for a job at puroletter, he came over and kept talking about the subject of puroletter over and over, he made sure I heard him! And how he wants to do some mail. The tone of his voice was directed at me. I think he was saying 'we know you are applying there' The kind of tactic ricardo uses. Again I can't prove what he did because he did it in such a way to make it look like he is talking about something else! He could make an excuse when I confront him and say he was'nt talking to me. I have to go. There are more things they have done. Not just the peel police, but paramedics and fire department. I will continue later. What do you think? Philip