okay, im just new to this site,.and i would really liek some help. Me and my best friend have been thru a lot togetha like,. we spend a lot of time togetha,. we're into the same things, music,.and we really get along. I love her to absolute bits,.id do anything for her. She has told me she loves me too and our friendship means a lot to her. the only problem is whenever we go out,. guys are ALL OVER her, i have to stand on teh side while she gives out her number and they chat her up and stuff. i feel like im constantly on the sidelines, like im always in her shadow, I heard a group of guys comparing us the other day,. saying "she's the pretty one,..( and poitning to my friend). This really really uspets me.
i know im not the best looking of girls,.my confidence is very low and im in and out of a depresssion,. but sumtimes i just dont feel like being around her because we are always being compared,. and we cant spend time toghether anyway without her being surrounded by all these boys who dont even notice me. I feel like im invisible,.
Ive never had a boyfriend, never been kissed. She has ANY guy she wants,. she is really beautiful,. I feel so ugly around her. she is always the centre of attention while i have to stand on the side and wait,.
I dont want to mention this to her because i dont want this to ruin our friendship,. but i feel like im always on teh sidelines.
i cry about this at night because im trying to get over my depression and im on anti-depressants,. but i still feel really down all teh time. I hate the way i look, i hate my body. i feel really abnormal , like an alien.
I know guys are very visual,. and they go for LOOKS other than anythign else,.. but cant any one get to know me for my personality,. does it all have to be about looks??
i dont know what to do,. we start college together,. and i feel its goign to be the same story again,. all the guys all over her while i have to stand in the corner and wait for her to wade her way out of this gathering of guys who flock her,....
HELP!
