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Hello, i(17M) about to enter the university exam and i might not get into the university i want and if that happens, i need to prepare it one more year and that is ok for me but my friends will probably go to uni in this year and i will probably be alone, i want to study ofc but i dont want to be an asocial... İs there any place i can socialize expect going to pubs? And also i feel like i wasted my youth bc i did not go party or got a girlfriend etc... İ tried to improve myself and and tried to have fun like traveling countries and learning musical instrument in my highschool years, i feel like i did not have fun enough which makes me sad and i sometimes get worried what if i will be alone at college... İs there anybody who can give me advice about these? (My bad if it is too long, i just poured myself here.)

To be honest about my parents and uncles etc.., i feel like i am really lucky to have them i want to keep focusing myself and have fun with my friend in hg but this thing i mentioned makes me wondered bc i have never had a gf before or a romantic interest, that is why i thought like are these things really true( i dont wanna be sound incel here😅) but thanks for answering me, i will keep continue what i do

İ get what u mean, i guess i should not try hard about that but is predenting to be someone i am not s good idea? Bc i think if i do that, the other side would understand that

What does having game mean exatcly?

İ feel like im tired like an old man about dating requirements İ am 16 male who never had girlfriend, in highschool, i focus on my studies and myself, i have friend group but not a romantic interest so it sometimes makes me wonder and whenever i look at dating forums etc.... İ always see something like, you need to be alpha man or u need to be bad boy, u have to be mean against girls (we could even make a list about this) i did not even know what is redpill or blupill (whatever they are) is or u have to lose ur virginity bc being inexperinced is a total turnoff for women(it makes me things that maybe i should lose it to somebody stranger or smthg) and those thing makes me feel like i am not worthy of love or anything if i have a crush on somebody in future and bc of that i am obsessed about it Why being normal and seeing girls as a normal is not enough? Do i really have to do these things to date if i have a crush on somebody? How exatcly should i act if i have a crush on somebody?