lonely_spirit

My CEO is moving me from manager to Executive position and he fired the person who was already on that executive position. He gave me super raise and demanded to me work right under him and be his right wing! I am just so scared as female and feel like running away… i dont know why… He keeps telling me to take deep breath and that hes taking me to territory that i never seen before … Why i am so scared and overwhelmed? He just wants me for that role!!!

Its been 4 months, thank god no lunches/ dinner with him.. i always avoided … I felt I hurt him and his feelings. Of course i did like him too! I just ended because i knew we cant be together. I wanted to be out of the picture… Hes definitely angry at me… I dont see him anymore. I got another project and moved on.. but i keep thinking about what i did to him.. and feeling very low..

So, i have been working with this guy, things were great!! i felt he has been very interested in me. It was strong feeling and made me very unease. I decided to end it, and I ended it very strongly - i just closed the chapter. No to ever see him again! Its been 2 weeks, i feel creepy feeling that gives me goose bumps and he comes in my dreams very upset and i wake up with jerk at night. I felt hes around me and i get very strong thoughts of him. I am just feeling depressed and we have not met since then. No contact - I just dont want to pursure him for some reasons. He just keeps haunting me!! This has never happened to me ever with any other break up or relationship. Why this time…. This forum has helped me so much! Can you please help me!