I have two friends that l consider close, we’re all in our mid-thirties and we live in different cities.
Two of them are not close, they met through me. I hang out with them separately. Both of them have different lifestyle. One is married with kids and steady job, let’s call her M, …the other one travels a-lot, lives abroad, not married and free spirited. Let’s call her F.
So, F, although she is fun to be around, can be a little toxic sometimes. She spends 90 percent of time talking about herself and doesn’t let me talk or asks me anything. She is very pushy when it comes to going places or coming to my vacation house. But she can be very loving, affectionate..l love her and want the best for her, at the end of the day.
I became very frustrated with her behavior, l felt drained from my energy, so l talked about her with the other friend, M. M is more diplomatic, she can listen well and always gives me good advice. I don’t know if that’s called gossiping, but it was more about how F makes me feel.
So few days ago, l met with F for coffee, and she’s telling me: “my sister said someone is spreading gossip about me that l am pushy, and l beg to stay at peoples homes and that l’m annoying” .. And she seemed pretty upset about it. I felt so so bad, it’s only a matter of time before she finds out it was me.
I found out my friend M works with her sister’s friend, and apparently said all that stuff to her!! Stuff that was supposed to stay between the two of us.
I am 100 percent guilty of gossiping and l feel horrible about it, but l don’t know what l should do. Should l even stay friends with M after she spread all those rumors?
Sad and confused.