ElizabethI

This is a breath of fresh air. Thanks so much!

Easier said than done my dear 😪 It's like the head knows but the heart does not care. I am really considering moving. But i have to be honest the comments here from total strangers really feel like hugs. I am surprised. Like people know these things! It's not so shocking. It has happened under the sun to many. I am not some kind of weirdo afterall pheww! 🤧 There is a weird comfort in that. Thank you.

It's funny you should say that- because if i am being honest for some strange reason her aura was good- She looked like a broke version of Amy Winehouse and not in a good "i'm broke but cooler than you all punk rock" hot look,no just in a bad way. Like just high and just meh with the "dog chains" and dark makeup and everything but her aura- can't explain was that of someone gentle 🤔 Again i could be wrong maybe she was just high on drugs and was in the zone but when he approached me out of the Sauna to find out how i am fairing- with her on his side- she didn't give me any bad energy. She was very calm- actually gave me a good vibe, like someone who'd be my friend. Which is strange but i did notice it oh well i wish them well! I just feel like 1 week *sigh* what is he doing with a chic 1 weel later! It's awful! Thanks for the insight though. Appreciated.

Two things you have right: 1)He did have red flags which i refused to take a closer look at and if i am being honest here- it's because he is very very very hot. Looking back i can admit it. Ashamed to admit it but it's true! One incident in particular- we were out at a restaurant and an overweight girl told him to move his chair. He did not hear her and so i signalled him to get out of her way- she was behind him trying to squeeze through- when he turned around, she rolled her eyes at him and yelled at him, "You might wanna chew quieter pretty boy. The whole restaurant can hear you chewing. MOVE!!!" before pushing him away. He turned around and said to her,"You might want to not chew at all miss. Piggy, you look like you ate your whole family- quit chewing all together! Get the f*ck out of my face before i break it into 8 equal pieces you fat biitch!" 😳 That was a red flag right there! A red flag which i chose to just laugh off. As ashamed as i am to admit- I found it to be quiet funny at the moment. They were both crazy and it was hillarious! Looking back though men don't generally answer us women when we roll our eyes at them let alone threaten to punch us 🤔 At the supermarket, at the parking lot, at the mall you name it- we are rude to men all day but men don't take us on 🤔 They tend to just ignore us when we are being mean to them in public. So that was harsh of him towards her! 2.You are also right- him declaring out loud at the bar that he'd marry me someday made me feel great especially after drinks. Looking back i was just slow! He was/is a good manipulator. Thanks for pointing out that maybe i need more time before dating. God bless!

By gang bang i obviously meant shot at each other with guns LOL! Yeah you are right- i got played! I was none the wiser.

Thank you so much. And thanks for providing the link. My sister also thinks that he was hoping that i see him with a girl. She doesn't believe he coincidentally came to the spa with her. That is so highschool honestly but if it was meant to put me down- well it worked! But thanks for the encouragement! I wish sociopaths came with a forehead sticker or something. Sooo convincing! God bless you for the insight.

Thanks i will. Eeeewww i kissed him 🤭😅 Thank you for that 👍🏼

I just screenshot this reply. I will keep it nearby and read it every now and then. You have no idea how encouraging it felt reading it. Especially the part where you pointed out that the timing was all wrong. He did this when i am vulnerable. Now i understand why it hit me more than it should. Thanks man. God bless.

That part where you said "If anything, this might bring you a little bit of the reality that you are attractive to potential suitors"......Man i needed to read that pheewww! Words can have so much power. I mean he is hot and was all goo gooo ga ga about me so yeah there's hope lol! Thanks!

Thanks. Never knew the dating life got this difficult. Was married 5 years! We've been separated 8 months and as soon as i regained alittle confidence, stick my neck out, someone's already ready to chop off my whole head! Life is so unfair! Men - i just got back to the game! But thanks for reading my rant and giving input. Just knowing people get it makes me feel better.

Easier said than done but thank you anyway. I just thought ...i only thought.....I mean i really did think that this was it!!! We connected. It flowed. He said it was easy and comfortable.....One time i was like "raise your glass baby- a toast" And then we both wondered to what? And he stood up and yelled to the whole bar,"listen up people i'm gonna marry this woman someday! A toast to that."....I was blushing so badly all those strangers cheering! I mean how great of an actor, a liar, can a man be. It hurts to think of all these little moments! Argh! But thanks for insight- God bless!

Thank you. Actually i feel a tiny bit better after ranting and seeing that people are not shocked. It somehow makes me realize that i am not alone. It happens to other women *sigh*

Thanks for the insight. God bless. This whole thing is just soooo bad!!! So what- He is a perfect liar?! It's one of those things you wonder why it happened to you!!! Why did i have to meet him and why did he talk to me???! Like why me??? Why did it feel soooo real! Especially the last kiss on a bridge. It was sooooo real with him whispering in my ear how he can't believe his feeling this way! I just can't wait for my divorce to be finalized so i can leave this small town!!! That might sound extreme but this guy has me messed up! Whose to say i won't bump into him again and again making me feel worse and worse! It sucks- i just want to go away somewhere far! But thanks.

Okay. I really felt so so so down. But oh well. Thanks for the input.

Much appreciated. Thanks. This hurts like crazy. More than it should but thank you.