Hello all,
My mother has always put others first/herself last and now it's starting to take its toll. She's in her mid-60s, her health is declining and years of being passive have led to people treating her poorly. To summarize my family:
My father loves her, but is often condescending and yells at her
My oldest brother recently forced her and my dad to take a second mortgage to loan them $40,000+ causing financial stress
My middle brother and his wife are terse with her and often raise their voice/roll their eyes at her
My fiancée feels she makes up illnesses to get sympathy/attention
I feel bad for her.
She has shown signs of declining cognition (e.g. struggling to form sentences, needs to be told multiple times not to do something [yet still does], mixes up words and pays bills twice, etc.) and just accepts her fate. I'm frustrated because she doesn't seem to want to better herself and it's causing strain with my fiancée and I because I'm coming off as a "momma's boy" who "texts his mommy too much" but I'm just trying to keep a connection with her that isn't condescending, terse or emotionally abusive. No one is on her side and I feel like the only one in her corner telling others to "give her a chance" or "try to see it from her perspective" but it's becoming exhausting. Even I can't defend some of her recent behaviour.
What's worse is I live 3,000km away so I can't attend medical appointments or keep tabs on her health. I asked to be part of her medical calls and she does them without me then tells me "my physician said I had a stroke" or "my doctor took me off this pill and put me on this one" but I have little faith in the accuracy of what she says as she often sugarcoats things so I don't worry about her (which I am!).
I'm not sure what I'm seeking from eNA, to be honest, I guess I just wanted to vent to non family members without fear of judgement. Does anyone have similar experiences with defending the low-hanging fruit of the family? Dealing with fiancée strain? Getting someone with low thrive to better themselves?
Thanks in advance,
Tony