My boyfriend of two years moved out two weeks ago to relocate to another state. A few months ago he asked me to consider moving with him to a new area with a better cost of living, less pollution, etc. and I stalled, not certain if I wanted to move out of the area where I've lived my entire life. Now he's gone through with his plans and transferred jobs and I'm left here, kicking myself for not agreeing to go with him in the first place. We've continued to talk every day and while we're on the phone together, I feel restored to some sort of normality but as soon as we hang up, all I'm living for is his next call. This makes me feel quite pathetic but the only thing that lifts my dejected spirits is his voice. He's invited me to come visit next weekend but I have this overwhelming paranoia that in the meantime he's going to meet someone else or simply cease contact and the trip to visit him isn't going to happen. Does anyone have any advice on how to cope so that my days don't seem so dark with just the slightest bit of sun peeking through when he calls?