okk...big story..my b/f recently broke up w/ me bcuz im a cheater
i was w/ felipe for 2 yrs before meetin emmanuel and wen i broke up w/ felipe i had to get over him quick so i decided to talk to emmanuel and he understood that i had just got out of a serious relationship but he still wanted to talk to me so we did and eventually went out..me and emmnanuel were together for a year 1/2.. for a whole year i cheated on him with felipe and for a whole year he would get back w/ me because everytime i would say i was gonna change but i didnt.. now he has broken up w/ me for real and theres nothin i can do or say to get him back.. and its hurtin me soo bad... but the thing is i havent messed up in 6 months he has also met a girl but he says nothin is goin on between them and i believe him because i kno he doesnt want a realionship + shes got a serious b/f but thats not it he just says that ive pushed him to his limits and he cant take it anymore and also that hes "lost it for me" and he doesnt feel the same way. wat can i do to get him back..were about to graduate in a month and im doin real bad..i cant sleep, eat, nothin unless i get back w/ him i wont be fine.. he says if its meant to be well be back in the future were both goin to the same college but im afraid he might fall for sum1 else so im tryin to keep him by my side but everytime im w/ him it hurts to not be able to kiss or hug him and if i try he pushes me back..if anyone is goin through this or went through sumthin similar please help me out...thanx
