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im still really not feeling that either, i dont know i cant really explain the situation that well on how she acts, but htanks

ALright so we have been dating 2 great years, or so i thought. I really did everything for this girl and i would do nething she wanted me too, i am that in love with her. She is a year under me and i am currently a freshman in college. She decided she wanted a break from and i cant figure her. We talk in person and shes all smiles and tells me how much she loves me and kisses and hugs me and what not, but once we talk on the phone or otherways she seems complety different towards the whole situtation. She says shes kind of freaking out about committing because im really the only guy shs been with, but she still loves me and wants to "experiance other things". But then cant explain to me what shes goin through and tells me she expects me not to understand it. I know i cant do nething but wait and it is just killing me like no other. i cant take it. If she really did love me why does she have to experiance other things? its like saying hey ur right for me and i love u but there could be someone out there that is better than you and if i dont find the person then ur 2nd on the list and ill just settle for u? so i dont know what to do, ive tried it all. Just dont want to see a great thing end like this