im not kidding
or joking in a slight of way
i wish the light would fade
and end this day
life aint never been a mystery
but more of a fact
that i would never make it
past the time which lapsed
it eats at my heart
while im still
and it grinds on my teeth well i move
its like a disease that is a pain and rips you apart
and in the end
no one will have any disregard
but for the fact that i am me
and life took everything that i could see