Elliot_Foskett

Thanks for the replies people. I never expected such an outpouring of concern and wishes. It's really nice to speak to people who treat an issue such as this with interest; most people just seem to say "Ahh, that's a shame" and expect you to get on with your life as if everything is ok. They don't seem to understand that your world has been ripped from underneath you, especially if you have been working at it and being bruised by it for ages. Thanks all.

My girlfriend of nearly 4 years cheated on me last summer. I forgave her and we tried to move on, despite her refusal to talk about the situation. Now, as you would imagine there is a lot of history in our relationship and I won't bore anyone with it here. I have become increasingly obsessive and jealous. I am - I hate to admit it - a complete pain in the ass. I see monsters everywhere; anytime I can't get hold of her, anytime she goes anywhere etc. Well, anyway, she's just broken up with me. I feel like I've eaten cold lead. I know there's no way back. I know that even if she came back I should say no because I don't trust her. Do I love her? I think so. My question to the world is this; How the hell am I going to get through the next few weeks feeling like someone has died and not being able to see past the next minute without her? We have viagra for E.D., we have asprin for headaches, when are they going to invent a pill to kill the pain of rejection and unrequited love? Help.