Viktoryousmissy

well sinse I last posted I have kind of started to attend a christian church so I see more of where she is coming from but also I called her one night to tell her that I was going into the Navy but I go so nervous on the phone with her especially sinse she had alreadytold me that she wanted nothing to do with me... So I said I had the wrong number and politely hung up. The next day a mutual friend of ours called and told me that she said that if I ever called there again she would place harassment charges on me. WHAT OH WHAT TO DO???

OKay I am really having a hard time coming to terms with myself I have read several of the threads on this board and you all seem so supportive I was hoping maybe someone could help me a little... About 3 months ago I broke things off with Josh. Our relationship was actually quite serious but I couldn't take being in a situation where I loved him but I didnt want an intimate relationship with him. The thought of it grosed me out. not long after that I was visiting some friends from high school and I came accross a girl that I had known. We talked for about eight hours and I had the biggest crush on her. A little while later she admitted to me she felt the same way we parted with a good-bye kiss... 2 weeks ago i saw her again... we watched a movie together and cuddled for awhile... she kissed me. Well we walked outside so we could talk and she told me that she couldnt do this because her religion. I said okay I promise I wont tempt you. If nothing else can we be friends she said sure. The next day she came back over and we were all hanging out and she sat in my lap. not a big deal most of my friends are affectionate like that. well a little later into the night she kissed me and i said are you sure this is what you want and she verified yes I want to be with you. we ended up making out. I went home late that night We talked on the phone on like Wendesday night and ended up having phone sex. Last weekend I was at my friends again and she was there once again we started making out. Well we stopped because people came in and I was just laying there in her arms and she asked me to follow her outside. She once again told me she couldnt do this because it was "wrong in the sight of God" Personally I am not a Christian so I try to see where she is coming from and respect her bounderies but I dont know what to do... any ideas???