thanks for the replys but I just dont know what I am any more
she has been my whole life for so long I havent got any of me left to cope
I would do anything for her
but she doesn't seem to hear what I say any more we are now 250 miles apart she has a new bloke moved in (a "mate" of mine!)
how can I show her that we could have everything we want??
she is my whole world and has been for ever
thanks for taking the time to read this folks
Gav