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Yeah, I partly agree with you though. But I still like her very much. And perhaps I can give myself some time or each other some time until her course end, which is end of this year. Is that wise btw? Thanks for the reply!!

Hi, here it goes.. I've been knowing this girl since 3 years ago over the net chatting. We were from the same country but she study abroad(Aus) which only makes us good friends over the internet during that period. Now I've to continue my education in the same country with her. So I told her that I am coming to Australia to study and she make herself sounded so busy as she said she doesn't have time to accompany me when I am here or something. She said she has plenty of datelines and dont have room for socializing. But that is only a line typing from keyboard. So I came to Aus and said I wanna meet her (Still friendship stage). I just wanna meet up my friends here in a stranger country so that I know someone around. OK, then she made a slot for me. I was very happy. Ok now the story begins, at the first day I met her, at the first sight I sees her, at the first voice I heard from her, I feel something crushy with my feelings already. I never felt this way towards a girl before when I 1st meet a girl or my 1st date. It seems like we have so much to tell. Then we have dinner, she bring me around the city and we seems to have a very good good time laughing and chatting together. Then I send her home, and we ended up just with a hug. (I Still standing in a friendship way). So I went back, give some thoughts, thinking "Maybe is just a crush!" nothing much. I dont want to ruin my only friend here. So I let myself free for a week to see how it goes. On her side, she gives me all those signs telling that she has to concentrate on the studies and she hasn't got anytime for herself. She have to do her research 24/6 it seems, except friday night. Telling that she doesn't want a bf because she wants to concentrate on her studies and she doesn't want to screw up somehow. So, again FINE! no worries. I hope this is still from the act of keyboards. So this has restricted me trying to call her. Now I my feelings is a little puzzled. Then we just casually chat over the net again. Then, I tried to ask her for a dinner again to see whether I have the same feelings like the 1st time or not. Ok, she agreed to have dinner with me. Then I went meet her up, when I sees her, the same feelings came by again only this time it already grows higher. Then we have dinner again, the restaurant was so noisy and we cant really talk much so we ended up at her place, I send her home and ended talking in her room. I SO SO wanna tell my feelings to her, but the house has people around, and her roomie keeps coming in and out of her room interrupting our conversation (dont know why), btw, her roomie is a girl. I wasnt really piss off, but then just puzzled at that time. So our conversations justonly some blah chatting. nothing much. Then I leave her house,this time I dint hug her and dint say I will call her. Maybe my feelings was crush and confuse again. I wasnt a good night btw. On my way back, I think back and lucky her roomie interrupt us, because I dont know that whether is it right to tell her? Now, my problem is, I dont know how to convince/tell her or should I give more time for each other?. My feelings is killing now. What should I do??? Is this only a crush?? Please help me out.