Ok I know alot of the people iv seen here are older then me but please dont disregard my issuses because im of a younger age. Il be as brief as possiable.
About 4 months ago my girlfriend broke up with me after a 13 month relationship. I did everything I thought I should do because I was a mess. I prayed forever and never got a reaction from it. I tried dating others but that went horriable. So basically Im still madly in love with her (she is 16 Iam 17). She is however in a relationship with a kid out of town named Alex. They never get to see one another except a conversation here and there online. She says she doesnt love him and that me and one other guy who is absolutly not interested in her, were the only ones shes ever loved and my relationship with her lasted the longest. She has told me that she wants to be friends but I keep saying, "Its to hard for me to make that adjustment".
So 2 nights ago I snuck out of my house and went to hers. (AFTER NOT TALKING TO HER FOR ABOUT 2 MONTHS) We talked for awhile and laughed for hours. We danced in the rain and looked through old pictures. I asked her for some type of closure on the relationship yet she said she wouldent give it, so I asked her again and she said rather angry "Fine, its over" I know she said that just because thats what I wanted to hear and she still knows im in love with her.
Im suppose to see her tonight Im gonna sneak out and bring Ice Cream (I know she enjoys that type of thing).
PLEASE, PLEASE, Help me before I leave tonight. ANYONE. I just need advice and Id like to talk to you through AIM for faster form of chatting.
Thank You So Much
Yes I do want a relationship again. a bf/gf
