So I really don't know what to do. At first, I really didn't like him at all. A friend told me he thought I was cool and wanted to spend time with me. And then, he started to call and we started to hang out. This was in March. In April, we were still together daily and I made the mistake of sleeping with him. After that, it all went downhill, we were good for a few more months, but he never wanted a girlfriend. And that hurt. He was sleeping with other girls too. After awhile, probably May or June, we only hung out for sex. I'd go over there, or he'd come over, we'd have sex, hang out for a little bit, cuddle, talk like we were together, but then the next day he wouldn't talk to me. Finally, the Sunday after NewYears he told me I was cut off, he couldn't handle it anymore because I call too much and everyone knew about it and he didn't like it that way. I still want to be with him more than ever, although he treats me so bad. How can I get over him?? It's like I need to talk to him and see what he's doing, make sure he's not with other girls. I hate it. So I call at least once a day and always talk about him; Try to find out where he is. I know it pisses him and his family off and is making my chances even slimmer but I love him. I can't stop. Today I called and his mom said he was grounded for a week from everything so not to call. He's 18, he doesn't get grounded or at least not from the phone, ya know? I think about him all day. It's so horrible. And it hurts so bad when I hear about the other girls or when i actually see him with them. Somebody please give me some advice on feeling better. I need it. Thank you for listening to my problems.
