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I wrote the original message a few days ago , and I have been checking since. I think you all are truly wonderful people. I mean, as I am sitting here feeling completely alone and abandoned - people from all over the world took time to give me some comfort. I think you all are sterling examples of humanity's best. As for me, the pain is still there in my chest, but it seems to be very slightly easing its grip on my heart. Although for the mornings are the worst, when I wake up and some memory of some conversation rings in my head. My mind cannot accept how someone who was so kind and gentle towards me for so long could change so completely and utterly....I feel I never really knew her at all. If nothing else, this horrible experience has really given me so much time for reflection and self-understanding. There were many parts of my personality that I don't think I truly understood until now. Tiff - I hope you are right.

hello, I'm really glad I found this message board - it really helps to read that other people are experiencing the same types of pains that are crushing me now. After a year long relationship, it finally ended. She ended it very abruptly and without emotion. Although she told me many times "we will Always be friends, not matter what", our last conversation told me never to call her or try to contact her again. I later found out it was because she had found a new love. One of her "just friends". It's been a month and I still am walking around with a pit in my stomach making me feel totally abandoned, alone and worthless. I feel completely betrayed, and crushed. I can't imagine dating again now, or anytime in the future. It just feels my whole life is meaningless. The worst part is sometimes I feel like my old self again, joking and having fun. Then suddently it hits me in my stomach, and the memories come flooding back. Will these memories ever stop? Nothing seems to at all lessen the pain. I'd like to hear from anyone who has gone through this before. I just want to know that people do recover from experiences like this. Thank you