LEMMENDROP

I JUST WOULD LIKE SOME FEED BACK AND DONT NEED PEOPLE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO I ALL READY KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO STOP CUTTING BUT IT FEELS SO GOOD WHEN I SEE THE BLOOD FLOW FROM MY FLESH PAIN IS NOT A FACTOR ANY MORE IT DOES NOT HURT SO MANY SCARS INSIDE AND OUT MY BE I JUST CRYING FOR HELP FROM PEOPLE WHO ARE LIKE ME CUTTERS

I am a 34 year old who have been cutting my self since i was 10 the last time was last night it feels good when i do it my arm legs chest and now my neck and face i dont cut to die it just relives pressure inside i just got release from the hospital 2 weeks ago they put me on medication lithium-300mg trazodone-150mg klonopin-0.5mg elavil-10mg i have been slowly takeing myself off the pills i havent taken any for 2 days cutting just feels so good its like a sexual its like i cant get enough i keep going deeper and deeper its like a drug but i would like to stop someday but the voices that i hear wont let me the doctor gave me seroquel-200mg-&25mg so i wont hear them anymore but i due i never had the chance to tell anybody or share with anyone my feelings.