Hello Drifter,
I can realise it hurts like nothing else. But thats the way to go. Improve yourself, reflect on the positives in your life at the moment, and try to move on.
Yes, there is something missing in life when the one you love is not with you, but well.. thats life.
I myself went thru a break up around one year back, and it still hurts just as bad as it did that day one year back. Perhaps the most painful thing is to see your love walk away from you slowly into the horizon, and knowing that he never loved you like you did...
Anyways,
Thats what I have been doing.. improve yourself, invest in yourself, you only have one life, and you cannot throw it away for someone who did not care to turn back to you, but walked away from you all the while knowing how bad he had hurt you.
Just try to capture your moments, seize all your happiness, and don't even shy away from your pain.. Its ok. It hurts. You learn...
I wish you happiness and the joy of togetherness with someone who will claim you as their prize.. not give you love since you love her too.
