i have absoloutly no idea what is wrong with me. i dont know if the DSM can describe it . i binge, i purge, i hsve cut myself since 7th grade( im 20 now) =, i drink 6 nights a week. im afraid that ever minute there might be something wrong with me, like a pulmonary embolissm or an arotic diss3ection, in other words, im a hypoconriac. i have no f**kin clue what is wrong with me. I cant aford a shrink. Anyone have any ideas
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i dont know what im doing on this site, im not very internet oreinted. sorry. ok, tell more. all that i know is that i started cutting myself in 7th grade, and im still not sure why. i stopped for awhile and then my senior year of high school, my mom, who suffered from multiple sclerosis, started to lose it, and i mean physcolgically. She saw bugs and people who did not exsist. its still really hard to talk about. i dont like to get into it. but, we ended up puttin her in a hospital, and the whole 2 months she was there, i went into her room one time, and when i was there, she had no idea who i was, at all. So, i just stopped going to the hospital altogther. Then, she ended up dying in may of 2001. And i guess thats when everything got F**KED up. I started gettin drunk every night, doing meth, cutting myself, AGAIN. Binging , purging. And 2 years later , its still the same, i have scars all along my arms , on my legs and on my stomach. ITS DISCUSTING. I just need t o lnow other peoples opinion, please
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