I've been missing you a lot... I am sorry for what I did. I really wish I could go back to April and change all of this from the day it started. That we could have talked about it, and that I explained to you how I was feeling... I am sorry that you are hurting so much. Every day sucks now... especially the evenings and nights when I am alone in a nice looking apartment with no one to share it with....
I miss your messy hair when you get out of the shower... how you looked like "Tommy Wiseau" LOL... hope I get to look into your pretty eyes again and see that that deep and amazing love you had is still there some day....
Can't concentrate at work... I just miss you a lot.... I am sorry...