Started to compose an email to you. But have come here instead.
I still think its a waste of our marriage, yes we have problems, yes I admit to not being as emotionally loving to you.
I leant on you for money and needed you on my life.
But you won't listen, you just keep saying no.
How can this be better than being married to a man that loves you so very much.
Just confused.
....... I love you Janet. Xxxxx