MsJoanna81

I was doing really good, I did have my moments of sadness and grief but I was okay without talking or seeing you. Why did you have to get in contact with me again?? Why did you apologize for what you told me last time and continue to act like an a**?? You were the one that asked me to be your valentine... Why??? Just so you could prove to yourself that I still have feelings for you and that I would try to make it and go to dinner with you?? And then you come up with going to in n out... And telling me that my stuff was still in your car but using a bad word. Why do you do that?? Just when I feel like I'm moving on, you come around and act all nice and sweet and you mess with my head once again... And I let you back in and then you play games. And I can't say no because I want you. You were the reason why my marriage ended and I ended up losing you too. Every time I talk to you or deal with you I get so much anxiety, my heart starts to race and I feel like my body is shaking, you give me all these emotional ups and downs and I fall for your empty words... I hate that I still want you. Why can't you leave me alone???