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Night time is the hardest. I miss your touch, your laugh, your gentle caress against my body. It hurts that you aren't here anymore to listen to how my day was and that I can't call you when something exciting or good happens to me in my life. Maybe one day you will realize what you lost, I guess until then I will lay in bed alone at night and wish myself a good nights sleep.

Why did you lie to me and have me move all the way to Texas for you? Why didn't you let me be by your side as you grew into a better person? I hate you for what you did to me for the lies you told me and the promises you broke. I hope I can forgive you one day and that you will get what's coming to you for all the hurt and pain you put me through. I gave up everything to be with you and you just threw it all away and tossed me to the side.